so I'm drunk -again- and still stuffing my face like a fat pig. the great thing about alcohol is that you don't care about the things that would usually bother you and you don't get sad about the things that would usually bring you down (well, there's a 50/50 chance on that one, tbh ( Read more... )

also I keep telling myself that I'm gonna stop eating and fast but I always fail.

I feel like such a stupid loser. I'm ruining my whole life.

so I un-did almost half of what I'd already knitted. your girl is obsessive like dat.

also, I did not start fasting (yet).

I keep drinking and then I often get crying spells and weep really bitterly for my mommy but she's not coming back.

gonna try and go for it tomorrow.

so I just noticed a minor mistake in the scarf I've started knitting for my sister and it's bothering me but it would be WAY too big of a fuss if I un-did the knitting or started all over again.

in other news, I got tasty delicious sushi today and intend to binge on that for my "last meal" before I start fasing. hopefully.